I am writing this post in the hope that someone somewhere reading it follows my advice.
My advice comes from experience. My advice comes from trail and error.
He then went into charm mode and bam I was besotted.
From the moment we got married and he knew I lover him beyond anything, he stared to take liberties and treat me without any respect .
He was in a bad mood for the next 4 years. He was drinking. He was abusive and made my life a living hell. But it was like a Stockholm syndrome situation.
My initial feeling of love was that butterfly feeling and let me tell you something that's not a good feeling , it's your body telling you something is wrong.
I wish I had trusted my initial feelings because I today would not be damaged as I am by a man I wastep countless treats and sleepless nights on.
My advice comes from experience. My advice comes from trail and error.
The day I met my husband, my first feeling was oh no not this guy.
He then went into charm mode and bam I was besotted.
From the moment we got married and he knew I lover him beyond anything, he stared to take liberties and treat me without any respect .
He was in a bad mood for the next 4 years. He was drinking. He was abusive and made my life a living hell. But it was like a Stockholm syndrome situation.
My initial feeling of love was that butterfly feeling and let me tell you something that's not a good feeling , it's your body telling you something is wrong.
So follow your intuition, your inner feelings and what your gut tells you. Look for inner peace not butterflies.
I wish I had trusted my initial feelings because I today would not be damaged as I am by a man I wastep countless treats and sleepless nights on.
But I thank God everyday I came out of that abusive situation.
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